tweexis (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} tweexis) wrote,@ 2009-07-15 11:09:00 |
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.about nina, about nizam, about ninanizam, about nizamnina.
as days gOes by, the relationship between me and nizam is becoming more relaxed. i dOnt bother to argue with him over the slightest things like i used to do anymore..these few days, he've been going out with his friends and surprisingly, i dont even get angry at him for not saying that he wants to meet me! not that i always get angry at him when he wants to meet his boyfriends, i actually like it when he go out with them! cos thats what we do at this age, even though i am not really like that, and nizam is somehow 50% like me cos only at times, he'd feel that his friends are much muchhhh important than me and he'll prioritise them before me(thats what i feel.heh!). ahha! i dont have the feeling of insecure anymore(today i feel that way..tak tau next week macamana! ahah!) for i know he loves me, me and........me alone. heh heh heh. insyallah..forever. haahha! for all these while, he trusted me alot that he let me do whatever i want, which sometimes would make me feel like he doesnt care at all.arguments and fights in a relationship are some of the elements that makes the relationship ALIVE. kalau tak gado, asik baikkkk je, nk feeling lovingg je...boring kn? HAHAHA! sometimes, when me and nizam are having some arguments thru SMS, i know each of us are actually laughing at each other behind the phones,tapi tetap continue ah nk gado jugak. he will purposely say things that he knows would irritate the hell out of me and then he will laugh to himself. kongaja............ when we are ok already,i would go, "kau.. u kongaja seii tadi..."and he would tell me, "i tau...tadi i dah ketawa2kan u, i tau u confirm bingit punya, so i sengaja.HAHAHA!" biadaaaaap btol. haha! when i am in the process of getting angry(ahah! ada stage-by-stage process..haha!), i'd stop a while and think, nk marah ke tak eh? nk marah buat ape? unless its memang HARUS marah punya den tak yah nk fikir2 lagi ah. call, jerit, nangis je ah. ahhahhaha! lepas tu, cry harder when nizam says,"u asal? sikit2 nk nangis?!!merepek ah kau.." OUCHHH sia tuuu...AHHAH!
to conclude, i think me and nizam have argued enough, whihc have enabled us to know and undrstand each other better.. =) i love him more everydayyyy and in my heart, i know he loves me more everyday too. AHHAHAAH!(perasaaan, ya allahhh... but last time, i have neevr felt this way, i always feel that he hates me and that he is forcing himself into the relationship. AHHAHA!)
.hair
last week, the few days after i got my hair done, i thought, rebonded hair is the most boring hair EVERRRRR!! but actually, i kinda like this hair now. so far, i do feel satisfied with any hairstyle that i have. the only troublesome part is that i now have to COMB my hair every morning, apply serum..sayang2 the hair... previously with the permed crown on my head, i dont comb my hair at all. ehehe! so i guess rebonded hair is the hardest to maintain, at least for me. hahahha!
.a can of coke
everytime there's good news a work, i' d go down and buy myself a can of coke. hehhhh! but i dont think it'll happen this week.
.1146hrs
im at WORK and here i am typing as though i go to work to write in my journal.ahah! its 1146am now and no one is in the office yet, except me. hehhhh!
.about nina, about nizam, about ninanizam, about nizamnina.
as days gOes by, the relationship between me and nizam is becoming more relaxed. i dOnt bother to argue with him over the slightest things like i used to do anymore..these few days, he've been going out with his friends and surprisingly, i dont even get angry at him for not saying that he wants to meet me! not that i always get angry at him when he wants to meet his boyfriends, i actually like it when he go out with them! cos thats what we do at this age, even though i am not really like that, and nizam is somehow 50% like me cos only at times, he'd feel that his friends are much muchhhh important than me and he'll prioritise them before me(thats what i feel.heh!). ahha! i dont have the feeling of insecure anymore(today i feel that way..tak tau next week macamana! ahah!) for i know he loves me, me and........me alone. heh heh heh. insyallah..forever. haahha! for all these while, he trusted me alot that he let me do whatever i want, which sometimes would make me feel like he doesnt care at all.arguments and fights in a relationship are some of the elements that makes the relationship ALIVE. kalau tak gado, asik baikkkk je, nk feeling lovingg je...boring kn? HAHAHA! sometimes, when me and nizam are having some arguments thru SMS, i know each of us are actually laughing at each other behind the phones,tapi tetap continue ah nk gado jugak. he will purposely say things that he knows would irritate the hell out of me and then he will laugh to himself. kongaja............ when we are ok already,i would go, "kau.. u kongaja seii tadi..."and he would tell me, "i tau...tadi i dah ketawa2kan u, i tau u confirm bingit punya, so i sengaja.HAHAHA!" biadaaaaap btol. haha! when i am in the process of getting angry(ahah! ada stage-by-stage process..haha!), i'd stop a while and think, nk marah ke tak eh? nk marah buat ape? unless its memang HARUS marah punya den tak yah nk fikir2 lagi ah. call, jerit, nangis je ah. ahhahhaha! lepas tu, cry harder when nizam says,"u asal? sikit2 nk nangis?!!merepek ah kau.." OUCHHH sia tuuu...AHHAH!
to conclude, i think me and nizam have argued enough, whihc have enabled us to know and undrstand each other better.. =) i love him more everydayyyy and in my heart, i know he loves me more everyday too. AHHAHAAH!(perasaaan, ya allahhh... but last time, i have neevr felt this way, i always feel that he hates me and that he is forcing himself into the relationship. AHHAHA!)
.hair
last week, the few days after i got my hair done, i thought, rebonded hair is the most boring hair EVERRRRR!! but actually, i kinda like this hair now. so far, i do feel satisfied with any hairstyle that i have. the only troublesome part is that i now have to COMB my hair every morning, apply serum..sayang2 the hair... previously with the permed crown on my head, i dont comb my hair at all. ehehe! so i guess rebonded hair is the hardest to maintain, at least for me. hahahha!
.a can of coke
everytime there's good news a work, i' d go down and buy myself a can of coke. hehhhh! but i dont think it'll happen this week.
.1146hrs
im at WORK and here i am typing as though i go to work to write in my journal.ahah! its 1146am now and no one is in the office yet, except me. hehhhh!
