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its 4am and me and bf just reached home!! hoho! we wanna sleep now! *goodnight kiss* for u darling! love u. he is already asleep beside me now..... heeehee! Posted via LiveJournal.app.
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| Oppppssssss.! |
[18 Jul 2009|01:19am] |
he sms-ed me begging me not to leave. if not for dayah who actually typed out the message for me, i would never even reply his messages cos i will surely get angry.that EGO in me. haha! im never like this towards him before. ahha! ah tau pun u takut eh,. HAR HAR HAR. padanmuka! ambikkkkkkkkkkk kau. ambikkkkkk! ikotkn hati mcm nk lempang je muka u. hahaha!
he sms-ed me a very short and simple message this morning, "Gd mOrning dEar! Watever happen i still love u.." (heh! sweet huh! cair 1 second je, lepas tu bingit balik..) instead of the usual sms which usually sounds like this EVERYDAY, "good moRning dear! Happy wOrking, i love u! MUackZzz". hahaha! every single day without fail. at least i make the effort to change my replies most of the time. ahahha! i was so cold towards him all day today. heh heh! and he was telling me that he wnats to bring me to Sentosa tomorrow.. pandai ah tu nk try to ambik hati orang..elleh. menyampah. but u see, since i was angry, i told him off, i said no, u can bring someone else there. tapi dalam hati dah plan ah.. besok nk pakai ape sume.. nk main luge ke tak.. HAHAHAH!! (tgk ah, EGO) if he really would wanna bring me to sentosa (a place which both of us have never gone together before!!,) or bring me out anywhere, he will surely come back to my home straight after work. tgk ah besok camane.. heh heh. skali continue gado eh! haha!
i feel like doing some shOpping tomorrow. (HAHAH!! tak habis2! mati aku.) but the main two things that i will do is buy the all-new CHIC magazine(hoho!) and try the Cinnamon melts at mcdonalds.! not so sure if i sHould buy the crumplerr bag.. or.. Eastpak?
( the conversation. )
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| ureeannideeott. |
[17 Jul 2009|10:28pm] |
im waiting for the bus at yishun interchange. Currrntly listening to pokerface.
Pukiface!!!!! Ure the cause of everything and i will never forgive u for whatever u did.!Ive never hated u this much. (edited at 12.59am.ok lah.. jgn jahat sgt ah k nina...)
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While on the way to work today, i was listening to bukan diriku by samsons on the ipod and suddenly tears started rolling down my cheeks! @*%£. At work, there were some problems which left me in dilemma. It was too much for me i guess, i tried to contain but i was too weak. I turned to my computer and i started crying again. After the discussion, my boss shaked my chair (we were having the discussion in my office) to get my attention but i refused to turn and look at him!! he realised i was actually crying when i accidentally tersedu gitu. Hahah!! it was so embarasssingggg. he was asking, Nina, are u crying?? Haahaha!! luckily kaytee was in the office to settle some of her accounts so my boss called her into my office. Awahahaha. i told them i was fineeee..... And nie boss lagi boleh ckp, "what can i buy to make u happy?? Nina.. Dont cry lah.. U always laugh.. Den why suddenly u cry.." Ahahah. And he apologised to me. Wahlao, ape nie boss ckp sorry??? Hahahah.
ureanideeott!.
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| wimennorgels. |
[16 Jul 2009|11:23pm] |
today was very weird.
i don't know why people around me today knows that im having a problem. one after another. first it was my boss,i was just sitting in front of him while having some discussions about work, and he ask, "Why u look so sad...??" my colleague, and even an ex-colleague of mine who came to the office to get something from me asked me the same question.
i seriously did not show any expression of sadness at all seriously and i was feeling alright, but they were asking me something that only my inner self feels.
ah.. am i transparent or was there a post-it note which was sticked to my forehead which told them the way im feeling?
i just received a text message from my colleague asking me how am i. i did not even tell her ANYTHING when we just now. omg. this is getting scarier.
and the thing is, i am not sad. i am just disappointed that there are WOMEN(or is she a GIRL?) in this WORLD who are insensitive towards another women's feelings. what goes around comes around babe.
the whole day today, my nose was up in the sky. the rage in my heart was making me feel so arrogant. i just pushed anyone who was blocking my way and TSK-ing at them .haha! on the way home at northpoint, i decided that i shouldnt do this to all those innocent people and to make me feel better, i donated to the uncle at the underpass who was selling packet tissues.(haha, anti-climax eh!)
p/s: now, they are blaming each other and yang satu tu sememangnya memang gatal. aku seriosuly tak faham ah korang dua. kalau nk de sgt, ambik ah..ambik.... semak betol ah. give up sak aku, satu2 pernagai mcm budak kecik!.
next entry will be locked for FRIENDS-ONLY. *WINK* ;)
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[16 Jul 2009|05:47pm] |
jana,
ur a bitch and you are THE BITCH.
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[15 Jul 2009|11:09am] |
.about nina, about nizam, about ninanizam, about nizamnina.
as days gOes by, the relationship between me and nizam is becoming more relaxed. i dOnt bother to argue with him over the slightest things like i used to do anymore..these few days, he've been going out with his friends and surprisingly, i dont even get angry at him for not saying that he wants to meet me! not that i always get angry at him when he wants to meet his boyfriends, i actually like it when he go out with them! cos thats what we do at this age, even though i am not really like that, and nizam is somehow 50% like me cos only at times, he'd feel that his friends are much muchhhh important than me and he'll prioritise them before me(thats what i feel.heh!). ahha! i dont have the feeling of insecure anymore(today i feel that way..tak tau next week macamana! ahah!) for i know he loves me, me and........me alone. heh heh heh. insyallah..forever. haahha! for all these while, he trusted me alot that he let me do whatever i want, which sometimes would make me feel like he doesnt care at all.arguments and fights in a relationship are some of the elements that makes the relationship ALIVE. kalau tak gado, asik baikkkk je, nk feeling lovingg je...boring kn? HAHAHA! sometimes, when me and nizam are having some arguments thru SMS, i know each of us are actually laughing at each other behind the phones,tapi tetap continue ah nk gado jugak. he will purposely say things that he knows would irritate the hell out of me and then he will laugh to himself. kongaja............ when we are ok already,i would go, "kau.. u kongaja seii tadi..."and he would tell me, "i tau...tadi i dah ketawa2kan u, i tau u confirm bingit punya, so i sengaja.HAHAHA!" biadaaaaap btol. haha! when i am in the process of getting angry(ahah! ada stage-by-stage process..haha!), i'd stop a while and think, nk marah ke tak eh? nk marah buat ape? unless its memang HARUS marah punya den tak yah nk fikir2 lagi ah. call, jerit, nangis je ah. ahhahhaha! lepas tu, cry harder when nizam says,"u asal? sikit2 nk nangis?!!merepek ah kau.." OUCHHH sia tuuu...AHHAH!
to conclude, i think me and nizam have argued enough, whihc have enabled us to know and undrstand each other better.. =) i love him more everydayyyy and in my heart, i know he loves me more everyday too. AHHAHAAH!(perasaaan, ya allahhh... but last time, i have neevr felt this way, i always feel that he hates me and that he is forcing himself into the relationship. AHHAHA!)
.hair
last week, the few days after i got my hair done, i thought, rebonded hair is the most boring hair EVERRRRR!! but actually, i kinda like this hair now. so far, i do feel satisfied with any hairstyle that i have. the only troublesome part is that i now have to COMB my hair every morning, apply serum..sayang2 the hair... previously with the permed crown on my head, i dont comb my hair at all. ehehe! so i guess rebonded hair is the hardest to maintain, at least for me. hahahha!
.a can of coke
everytime there's good news a work, i' d go down and buy myself a can of coke. hehhhh! but i dont think it'll happen this week.
.1146hrs
im at WORK and here i am typing as though i go to work to write in my journal.ahah! its 1146am now and no one is in the office yet, except me. hehhhh!
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| kolej 56 |
[14 Jul 2009|01:04am] |
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